Well, here I am on what should be CD1. No AF. No sign of AF (I usually get a good 3-4 days of spotting before).
I’m not an early tester. It’s just too depressing. I have always waited until I’m officially late…which is either today or this coming Thursday, depending on how I count (I am always between 28 and 30 days). And now, with the whole fibroid thing, I’m not convinced it’s even possible for me to be pregnant. There is a lot to be said for just waiting it out.
But for the first time in my life, I’m actually impatient for CD1. I can’t get my bloodwork or schedule my SIS until I start a new cycle…and that was supposed to happen today, dammit!
I’m doing that thing where I examine every single twinge. Usually I can feel my period coming a mile away (or 4-5 days away, anyway). It’s why I wrote that post last week about the Christmas carol; I was almost at the point where I start feeling symptoms and figured the rest of the cycle was a foregone conclusion.
Except here I am, late for the first time in over 6 months, not spotting, not cramping, starting to think crazy thoughts…..
I can’t even type it.
Maybe I will test.